Oh man, I
messed up this week. I have been administering SAT10 tests all week and
everything was going fine, but a mistake on day 1 that was exposed on day
5. Thank goodness it doesn't truly affect anything.
Here is what happened. The students needed to fill our
their personal student ID numbers on the answer sheets. The school gave
nice labels with the students name and ID number on it for me to pass out and
use to fill in the bubbles. Easy right?
I noticed a
section on the answer sheets that said, "Place ID labels here' so I
instructed the class to put the labels there. It seemed the most logical
thing to do.
Five days go
by.
I turn in my
tests today and the ladies look at my labels with frustration and try to take
them off only to make sticky spots. How embarrassing. I was the
ONLY one. I didn't say it was my fault or why I instructed it, I just
said I was sorry and went on with my day. But it's been on my mind.(Not
in a end of the world, high stress kind of way, but in a "why did I do
that?" kind of way)
How often do
I do things that are logical to me but don't make any sense to others or drive
other people crazy? My wife would say often. Is it often?
Like these labels the must be things that don't truly matter in the big picture
or I'd be cut out of a great amount of communities.
But the fact
that it doesn't matter, doesn't matter. I messed up. Was it
sinful? No way. So what does God say about this? What should
I do when I mess up in unsinful ways? Jesus would say to me and to you
what He says in almost every fathomable situation; the two powerful words...Trust
Me.
He would
say, Jeremy, there isn't anyway you could have avoided this with the
information you were given and the way I wired you to process things.
But you did it. It really happened. You might have to deal with
others thinking you are inept. So trust Me with that. Do not worry
over this any longer. Do not think about what they think about you.
Trust Me. Together we can move forward. If it were sin I'd be
working in you to clean it. But it's not, it's just you, and you
are Mine. There was this one time on Mount Hermon that I was transfigured
with Moses and Elijah and my friend Peter saw it, and he didn't know what was
going on, I hadn't given him very much information in clear terms about it, and
he offered to build us tents, haha. That wasn't sinful either. That
was just Peter.
That is all
I need for today. Trusting Jesus is a light unto my path.
Next time I
will ask for more information. Next time I will know what question to ask
ahead of time. Next time I might mess something else up. But that
will simply be another opportunity to trust Jesus.
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